AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEED TO FIND SOMEWHERE TO VENT MY FRUSTRATION!!!! T.T
Only did two sub-topics (BOT and Exchange Rate) for the WHOLE DAY today and tried doing the tutorial but realised that I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM WRITING!! >.<
Then my desktop just chose to crash on me during this crucial period of time, when ALL the files are inside!!!! AHHH!!!
Don't know why I keep getting distracted too!!!
AND BLOCKS IS JUST 2 DAYS AWAY!!!!!
Okay, much better. Break my record of not blogging/blogging about nice stuff in this blog sigh.
Okay done venting, time to sleep.
Goodnight and good luck to whoever who is still reading this and feels the same way too :(
Last played at =12:37 AM=
Thursday, February 18, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANGMINNIE!
You are finally one year older! (although you are mentally much more mature than all your hyungs *nods*)
Since you will have so many celebrations meaning you will a lot of wishes so can you help me wish that I will start to focus on my work >.<
Okay here's a grown up changmin for you~
And a charming one!
And goodbye!
I think I am going to have schizophrenia soon
Last played at =10:07 PM=
Monday, February 15, 2010
A bit late but a big
THANK YOU
to all those who has gave me present / wished me happy birthday via sms / facebook / in person!
Sorry, I am a bit lazy to list your names out here, but you know who you are :) Every single one of you made my day! :)
Although I must say my "BIGGEST" present did not come from any of you -.-
I think this year is going to be the most memorable birthday I will ever have. haha.
Anyway, here are some photos taken on CNY celebration day, which was on my birthday!
Dun really feel like blogging nowadays But oso dun feel like deleting this blog After all my efforts to piece everything tgt! :(
And I must really focus!! Din do anything AT ALL during these few days Got reminded by ah ma about work after receiving her sms about time tunnel Started to tidy things up and sort out those things that I have to do End up with a huge pile of stuffs -.-
Okay, I guess it's up to me to do something about it..
Before I go, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! Although Im not very in the cny mood
Bye~!
Trying to lead my normal life
Last played at =9:13 PM=
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
集中!!!
Been super inefficient these few days :( Stayed up late but end up not accomplishing much / not doing anything... Then the next day cannot absorb whatever that's been taught in class --> VICIOUS CYCLE!
Argh, have to get out of this vicious cycle!!!
But now really no mood to do homework >.< Maybe cos I am too excited for tmr's SMJ lol! All thanks to sheilakoo :P Glad to know that I know at least one junior- YINGXUAN :D CO same section some more! (Although I least expected her to be in my junior class lol) Shall look forward to tmr's SMJ! Watching them play slippery slope reminds me of the good old days!
And indeed, my mum is not helpful in getting me out of my dilemma of whether I should go japan and leave myself with only 1 week to study 2 years' worth of work for blocks or just stay in singapore and have 2 weeks to prepare... AHHHHHHHHHHH! HOWHOWHOW!! She seemed to have the impression that as long as I don't screw up my A lvls, it's okay... BUT what if there's domino effect, HOW!! And I want to host my buddy >.< Should I should I?! I am not really catching up in class already, so hosting will just worsen stuffs BUT HARUNA IS COMING!!!!!!!! EEK! Or can someone whom I know help me host so that I can go out with Haruna at least once?? >.<
Okay, I think I spent a bit long blogging already, shall go and TRY to do some work before retiring for the night. Oh why is the day so old!
Oh! Shall share some photos that I had wanted to upload the other time!
SZEMIN WITHOUT BRACES! :D I was the first to notice MUAHA!
Shixuan and I during class lunch! :)
One of those wonderful moments of siying!
Bye.
adults. sometimes i feel that they are less mature than us. makes me dread growing up.
Last played at =10:19 PM=
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
생일축하합니다♥♥♥
I think Jae must be thinking of me right now 'cos while trying to do some work, I suddenly thought of Jae's birthday and when I looked at the clock, IT WAS REACHING 12 A.M.! Enough time for me to on the com and wish him happy birthday :P
Wanted to bake today but no time >.< 미안해! 24 years old le! Cannot flirt around too much kay!Don't flirt anymore kay! And be nice to your dongsaeng >.< Don't bully yunho and changmin anymore kay! Get DBSK tgt!!!
Yay! Today is going to be a good day! (:
Last played at =12:00 AM=
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Was thinking like maybe I can finally blog something today since I just feel a little accomplished from studying for almost the whole day (not taken into account the efficiency tho) and was in the mood of blogging. But that mood was just taken away -.- Nevertheless, I shall still update my blog, since I dun feel like doing hmwk now and my blog is almost dead :(:( only 2 blog posts :(
10 days of non-blogging:
+ Saturday was quite fun :)
Mr Winston Koh was quite funny: "When you meet a subway mugger and he threatens you to give him your money or he will stab you, you should tell him to wait for a while while you take out your notebook and work out the dominant strategy" "Then you will tell him, 'I won't give you my wallet, because roll back equilibrium has told me that even if I don't you my wallet, your dominant strategy will be not to stab me, and I will achieve the best outcome, thus I won't give you my wallet" EPIC!
And tutoring was nice :) Had nice tutees! Cannot really remember their names (I always cannot rmb names well :() Shall look forward to next session Although that will mean having to miss the netball carnival fund raising :( But I sort of 'promised' them I will be going for tutoring... Oh well.
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Just realised that I have been trying to find excuses to convince myself that I can't do it When I din even work that much harder to try to achieve it Guess I just have to stop myself from finding excuses when it comes to things like that :( 現実逃避
And I have to train my patience now :( I think I have been getting easily irritable recently Can even hear it from my own tone of speaking Not a good sign BREATHE! Sorry to everyone whom I had appeared to be frustrated/displeased/etc with :( Maybe I just need more sleep Sigh
And hmmm, library is not a bad place to study after all :) Or even, better than home, which is becoming less and less conducive for studying Although I should be staying more often at home...
What an irony
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Okay, should stop talking those bad stuffs. Let's talk about some GOOD STUFFS!
Good stuff No. 1: JAEJOONG'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING! :D (In case I wont be blogging that day, which I doubt so :P) HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!!! 생일축하합니다!!! (Okay I need to revise all my hanguls, I think I have forgotten almost all of them -.-)
Good stuff No. 2: BREAK OUT! is coming out very very SOON! Although the song and MV can already be found lol
keep the faith eternally Why din yall appear in the same scene! Not even once :( (Okay supposed to be good stuff)
Good stuff No. 3: SHINEE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE! (Dongbang when are you coming!)
Date: 31st Jan Venue: Lot 1 Time: 1.00pm
But liying ar, they say need to purchase album to get some ticket thing. Dunnoe if it's only for the autograph thing or what :( LET'S GO AND SEE SEE!!
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Okay, that's the way to end things :P K-pop really cheers me up :) Thanks guys! (LOL, really all guys! Maybe I should really try listening to after school :P)
Yay, now I am a little motivated to do a little more work befoer sleep. Jya, good night! 안녕히 주무십시요!
Last played at =11:30 PM=
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Just listened to the long de chuan qi on sheila's blog and suddenly feel like blogging
cos I feel super zi4 bei1 now... The liuqins got the 2165421 part, and the back part that is full of semiquavers... :( And to think that they are supposed to be younger than me.. Now I have something to prove my lousiness already :(
And yeah I shouldn't be ranting here, cos it's useless since it's my fault that I don't prac.
No idea what got into me recently. Don't really have a good feeling about 2010. Or maybe I should be more optimistic, it's just the beginning (urgh)
Music is my life Maybe it is really true Haven't been having motivation to do things recently No motivation to do work No "motivation" to "socialise" (yes, I am not a very sociable person) That's why I have been keeping away from blogger, facebook and msn But after listening to CO music, I suddenly feel a little motivated again! Maybe if I just listen to more music, my tiredness/sleepiness/lethargy will just go away! (Or is this a form of punishment for sleeping too much during the hols?)
Shall try and finish what I want to do today and hope that I can make it for tmr (I doubt so.) Maybe I should just not go, since I dont know most of them anw.